introduction?
sunday, 28th december 2025
not really sure how to start this site off. im not even really sure why i made it. i think maybe im just sick of bothering my friends with my issues.
i guess maybe i should like introduce myself??? hi. you can call me kar. thats not my real name but its a name nobody im friends with really uses for me so they probably wouldnt catch on to this being me if they somehow found this site. im 16 as of writing this. 25/10/2009 type shit. i use it/its pronouns exclusively. i am australian and live in a "small" town somewhere. you dont get hints. guess. detective on my shit.
i type weird and i say things weird and im like. deranged. thats basically what this whole site is gonna be. weird teenager speaks in convoluted metaphors about the sad shit its living. and maybe also my interests i duno.
speaking of interests!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i like homestuck (as evident from the name probably), marble hornets, minecraft (yes including mcyts. yes i was a dsmp kid. sorry.), sonic (mostly shadow the hedgehog. love that guy.), the magnus archives, and so much other weird shit i dunno.
im making this site mostly to vent i think? got a lot of shit going on and need to scream into a void other than my friend group server.
so that we're all on the same page heres a list of shit i struggle with!: alcoholism, autism, probably adhd, probably bpd, psychosis, did, depression, the weirdest case of anxiety youve ever seen, i like weed maybe too much and im too poor to afford it often enough to call it an addiction to it but id be high all the time if i could, nicotine addiction (the reason i cant afford weed), transgenderism (scary!!!!!!), chronic pain, general insanity, cptsd, and more shit i dont understand enough to even name here. basically im not entirely sure how im not in a psych ward yet.
thats all the shit about me i can think of to mention here. also im an artist. any art i throw here is probably drawn by me. wowee look at my "skills"!!!!!!
i wanna put like. songs or something here. so heres one thats how ive been feelin lately
thank you for humoring me.